After a very long time pausing this, like.... more than one year?... Finally decided to waste more of my time blabbering away in a blog. Hope everyone's doing ok. Pretty sure there's alot of you guys who are struggling in life. Hey, I'm struggling too! Whatever!

So anyway, even though I'm writing here again, doesn't mean it'll be interesting. For most of the time it will be just random stuff I'm thinking about. Or posting some random crap I've found, be it on the net or in real life.

Got a new phone with a camera see... I think it's called ericson or something. I'm too lazy to check right now. Who cares, it can snap some photos, play music, store images, and what's best, I can call on people to annoy the hell out of them.

Do I sound rather annoyed right now? yeah I am actually. Why? Gee I wish I know why. Lemme see... I guess ya can say I'm in one of those friggin moodswing of mine. Yeah, I bet that's why. At this moment, I've put my msn nickname as 'warning: I'm a retard who cannot take jokes.' Seriously. If you've known me for quite a long time you know this. I cannot comprehend whether someone is just kidding or being serious. To me, even if they are kidding, pretty sure they really mean it even just a tiny bit. And me being a retard usually take things in exaggerated ways. But I just keep it with me. Yeah... it's a nice way to fill my angst. Nice and slowly.

I also realized that I cannot connect well to others. There's this wall I put between us. Other people move on. I like to stuck rut in one place, never to move on, stay rotten and die away.

EMO ALLERT!

hahahaahhwuahwuahuaahhaa

Oh and if you found the picture I post to be disturbing, it's because it is.
I think it's intriguing.
yea I drew that.
Stop complaining.
It's called art dammit!
Don't you know everything can be called art nowdays?
Even a roadkill can be called an art!

okay I think thats random enough for a new entry for so long.
and whats the point of blogging if there's no one to read it?
and comment on it?
so cmon, post some goddamn comment!
Feed me!
I'm an attention whore... on the internet!
GWAR!
bye!

PS: Today is April Fool's day. But I'm not typing this shit to fool you guys!
Now scram!

I’ve worked overtime again today. But its mainly because I’m shaping up my design process journal for one of my subject which due next Wednesday. I have booked a consultation session with the teacher tomorrow, so I have to prepare everything as ready as I could. I’d say it’s 55% done. I can’t wait till all of this is finished so I can concentrate on my PR and other unfinished stuffs.

It was finally my turn to lead one song as a worship leader last Friday. I was so nervous, even though I had all that practice last week. The problem is that I need to say some things and not just singing. I’ve memorized these few sentences so that I have something to say, but when the real thing starts, my mind goes blank… and I forgot about everything… man, I was so embarrassed. But it went okay at the end. I’m so relieved.

Congratulations for Lukman and Lenny, two of my church seniors and friends who finally got married on the 28^th of October. May God bless you two and may you two grow more in His name! I was in charge of the video recording at that time, but I can’t say that I did a good job. I was a bit late because I had to fix my tie. I’ve managed to record the start of the ceremony. The ceremony started at 4pm and it went for one and a half hour. After that comes the dinner party, which took place on where we usually held our weekly Friday Church Service. It was quite a feast. I managed to grab some foods while recording. The batteries ran out quite fast so I had to switch to the cables, which means the angle of the camera is fixed on that one spot. There weren’t much of power source available at the time since most of them are used for lightings and other stuffs. We managed to clean and decorate the place quite well. It’s an old building but the atmosphere is quite good with all of the decorations. By the time the party finished, we need to bring back the stuffs that were in the hall. Its quite tiring but since there are a lot of us working together, we managed to put them back quite fast. I'm gonna post some picts of the party when I get my hands on them later .

They are killing my childhood!!! AAAHHH!!!

What’s the deal with the tokusatsu now days?!  The latest Kamen Rider series, Kamen Rider Kabuto had some gay snob bishonen as the main character, always babbling about what his grandma said to him. Like, yeah so? My mom said I need to finish my college and find a job! So there! Oh I missed the days of Kamen Rider Black, the best Kamen Rider series in my opinion. Kotaro Minami is the best!


And now we got Lion Maru G… Do you know what the G stands for?..... Gigolo! No, really, I’m serious! Its GIGOLO! (noun, male prostitute) So the main character is a gigolo… WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO THIS WORLD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I must admit tho, the costume design isn’t half bad if you’d compare it with the old (very old) version. But man…. A gigolo… I wonder what’s next? A group of sentai consisting of crossdressers? IT’S A TRAAAAAAAAAP! *sigh* I’m gonna cry and built a bridge and I’ll cross it…

(the old Lion Maru costume, way way back)

edit: looks like I was miss-informed by my hosemate...-_- I did some wikipedia and turns out that the G stands for Ghetto... not gigolo.... So why did I bother to write up all those whinnings... Oh well..., but still, looking at what wikipedia has to say, I think the main character is complete crap...

GYAKUTEN SAIBAN2 IS HEREEEEEEEEEE!!!!

The moment I’ve been waiting for…. Oh! The Joy!!! Phoenix Wright 2 has finally been released! O YAAAAAAAA! I’m in the middle of the 2^nd case right now, and I must say it’s getting better and better! Gyakuten Saiban is the Japanese title for Phoenix Wright, and what I got right now is the bilingual version, so you can change the language settings into English (OBJECTION!!) and Japanese (IGIARI!!)Some new stuffs in the second game includes the new lifebar system. In the first PW, you’ll be given 5 lives, everytime you make a mistake on the court, you’ll get a penalty, (ie one life gone) Five penalty and it’s game over. This time they changed the 5 lives into one set of green ‘lifebar’. I thought the idea sucked at first, but then I noticed how much the lifebar depleted when you made the wrong move depends on how crucial that part was. Another new thing is the Psycho-locks. It’s kinda off a little but, its crucial in the evidence gathering. Whenever someone is lying / hiding the truth from you, these lock and chains showed up. You need to give them solid evidence that contradicts with what they are saying, just like in the court. You’ll even get ‘hurt’ whenever you’ve provided the wrong evidence. One last thing that I noticed that you can now show the people’s profiles both during evidence gathering and in court. So far, I’m in the last part of chapter two, which takes about 2 days (5-7 hours of gaming) for me to go this far. Other DS games that came into my interests are the Magical Starsigns, Children of Mana and Contact. But Phoenix Wright comes first! MWAHAHAH!